aaanniee

hej,
nu är man 13, :D
vart inget inlägg igår, han inte..

hiss: pengar ;)
diss: mobbareeee.

dagens''
some people live their days like it wold be the last ones, and some people are missing the calm that you only can find in the coffin.

^
walking all by my self, thinking about what i do here.
i am thinking about why i am here.
thinking about who i am.
just walking, all by my self, thinking about why i am alone.
what i have done wrong.
what i can change,
but no.
i dont find an answer, i can keep looking forever, but i know i dont have to,
becuse i will newer find it.
why do i even try to, nobody likes me anyway.
why was i born so stupid, so ugly, so.. me.
keep calling me names, just keep teasing me, i have almost learned to ignore that shit.
try to count out the equations, but its just to mutch, i cant take it anymore.
kill the emotions, just do it. you have to if you want to survive.
all by your self, always.
dont leave any speartime for the emotions to come out, they are going to kill you,
from the inside, slowly and painfully.
cant have any faith anymore,
ho should i trust?
i dont know anylonger, i really dont.
fly away, to a place, where you belong.

try.